sleep to stay awake?

sleep
must it be deep?

i decide
today is not going to end
i still got things to amend

sleep
must i go do it now?

have been craving for it
when i was busy working
now that i got a grip on it
i can only look up at the ceiling

sleep
must it be 8 hours long?

asked the body it says no
asked the koala oh it is stoned

asked the moon that never sleeps
because tomorrow in the morning
the bright big star sun comes shining...

Awakened!
oh, that was a good one
was it on the sofa?
or did i hug a loofah?

Awakened!
the damn monotonous alarm
i heard it and boy that was no good luck charm.

Awakened!
no i need not be
let me be transported in the current of my dream.
i do not want to be
please let me sleep and stop them from calling me a wimp.


wake up my dear
sleep or awake
you'll soon experience that quake
where your life will be shaken
and one day everything will be taken
but your head held up high
for you are stronger now to make it happen.

sleep now my dear
sleep or awake
you can still have those dream
big or small, fat or slim
chances are even if you are a wimp
just believe and be true to yourself
it will come true with the help from HIM.

..but GOD knows where i misplaced it.

writing a note to God
i used my words that flow from my soul
it will never ever be overflowed.

Dear God, here's my note
for today, yes I've been writing everyday have I not?
I've been reciting too, from one dot to another dot.

writing a note to God
today and forever i mourn
and yes thanks for choosing me to go through this pains
for it make me someone very much grown.

Dear God, here's my note
even my family thinks I'm a fraud
oh this tears are hot it burns
and making my heart to rot.

is life easier for other people
or they are just better at faking it?
why my veins they are bleeding purple
when everyone has theirs normal and fit?

is everyone has their heart at home
when mine is trembling searching helplessly
and i will never complain to my mom
for i know my heart belongs to GOD only.

no one knows the pain
but i know after all this what have i gained.
though all of you are scared to dance in the rain
i was the first to waltz and tango with feelings putting aside the pains.

..she loses things, and good grief we found him.

from the past
he revisits.
not with a basket of fruits nor flowers
but just his sweet self
no never sour.

weird
how life can be twisted
but it's not awkward
its just rare and not normal
for those who are a coward.

don't judge the word coward
i'm just making it rhyme
though i literally mean THE word.

you knocked into our door
not to help or sell from door to door
God sent, maybe?
who knows and maybe it is.

utmost gratitude i have for you
for being there in my time of blue.

no words left remaining
i can only offer you these cheap words
and also for you i will never stop praying.

..but hope NOT to lose her.

Like a stallion
I stood next to her like a minion
it's always feel like a family reunion
every time i have her around.

Like a bird
she has opinions like the bird's eye view
but even that can't help all of us to face things through

Like a lily
she blooms and fall
wearing the pants for every occasions even to the ball.

Like a child
the heart always want to be loved
but covers them with a bag of gloves.

She's a warrior
without those heavy chain mail, armors
she reads, she sleeps, she eats and to herself she murmurs.

She's a warrior
Don't tell people about the tears
and blood that shed while she saves
the ever growing heart of life that now she has.

You've cursed me like a thunder
storming the fields of grass
when all i could ever do is to cover my face with a shot glass
Yet your love gives me the ray of light
after the rain when the clouds parading covering the sun.

p/s: ... do I have any other options but to love YOU?! *hugs and kisses*

..and i don't mind 'em if it gives me blisters. C'est la vie!

sisters? blisters?

i bought the idea that we are sisters

well at least i was the one

to put plasters on your back

when it's full of cuts and blisters

my hands are bleeding

the cut I got while i was kneading

where are you? I'm now kneeling

would you hand me just any sort of thing?

we used to run around together

using spoon instead to spread the butter

what's up with him? What's wrong with her?

things happen, and when there's too much sugar

the sweet caramel turns bitter

you are who you are

I am what I am

stand by me even from a far

but as i took the wrong direction

you are no where near

what more you put me behind bars

forgive me I can only ask

forget me if you decide to

cherish and accept you were never a big of a task

nope not gonna force you even if i need to

friendship remains and only tested when a man

choose to stay by your side

even when you choose to put fire

to your very own pair of hands.

..but never my charm. *grin

..it's part of its charm. 

 

Why is life full of pain?
… it’s part of its charm.
Without it you will neither learn nor gain
and forever you’ll be in your own set of arms.

happy reading and reflecting!
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they asked which comes first
chicken then egg then chicken
then later comes which is worst
to eat the egg scrambled or the freshly fried chicken..?

our bare eyes never have witnessed
little miss curiosity that kills the cat
but we did see a man at his most excellent of finesse
shot by anticipation, rotten just like a dead rat

the beautiful flowers last for few weeks
and why is that a symbol of love
is the heart of lovers is said to be that weak
to hold the thorny roses there’s a need for glove..?

why are there rainy seasons and dry
summer fall winter spring where the birds freely fly
why do we have reasons and then say goodbye
and willingly lie and then starts to cry

the pain life offers, have trust in God that it is good
to have it taken for it is the soul’s share of food
a journey with no agony is no dive
into the life that give you the chance to dance the jive!

Take a leap into fate’s hand
be strong and held your head high
no matter what mountains are in front of you my friend
close your eyes and believe that GOD is bigger and
what are you waiting now, learn and starts to fly!

..so I rewrite them.

This post (posts) of mine on February 14, 2011 are a collection of those "good' ol' memoirs I have been put to go through. Feel Blessed. For I am inspired. Never get tired.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=evETS8_WFGE